at last my computer is back

waited for so long

these days very boring

can't blog

can't hear songs

can't pass my boring time

but at least i still have my dear

yesterday we argue until almost wanna break up

but at the end we hug together and cry

i love my dear very much

although we just be together half year

but it just like few days

weird huh?

^^

hate teachers that thought themselve are very smart

don't always use those stupid excuse to not answering student's question

if don't know how to answer it just tell us

those damn extra class is useless for us

we can't understand what bull shit u are talking in class

we won't understand what u talk in extra class too

u are not helping us but wasting our time to relax or do revision

teachers are very weird cause they will teach better in tuition class

LOL so damn funny

what in the world are those teachers living

I HATE TEACHERS!!!

FUCK OFF!!!

boring

boring at Ipoh now

nothing interesting to do

keep staying at home

boring

boring

boring

miss my dear

tired of studying

tired of helping teacher to do their work

tired of pretending to be strong

tired of pretending a 'good' girl in front of them

tired of hearing how people say about me

tired of hearing how bad is my brother was

but

i won't be tired of loving my dear

thanks for always being at my side when i needed you

and

a shoulder to let me cry

thanks for always tell me how to do

i LovE u dear

muackx

^^

today was the fifth month i be with dear

hope we could be together always 

miss my dear boy

wanna hug him 

and

tell him

how much i LovE him

mUackxX

exam!!!

exam!!!

exam!!!

can't concentrate cause too nevous...

first subject is BM...

hate it...

then is  modern math...

quite easy for me...

haha.. ^^

miss my dear a lot

love u always

muackxx

FAMILY?

我的哥哥。。。

他永远都那么的自以为是。。。

每天说我们不关心他。。。

其实我们都很关心他。。。

不关心我们的是他。。。

爸妈不疼他的话会花那么多钱在他身上？

要学什么都可以。。。

多贵都会出。。。

武术一堂课就要100++

不是一个月勒。。。

要学吉他就买。。。

学不到几个月就不学吉他就丢在那里。。。

说我们没支持你？

最支持你的是我们。。。

你要的未来我们都尽力让你实现。。。

你得将爸妈去看你。。。

而我呢？

从小到大不管大大小小的表演比赛或领奖都没来看。。。

那好成绩就恩一声。。。

你只不过全pass就大事庆祝。。。

在家里吃饭不等长辈吃就自己吃先。。。

妈妈也没出声。。。

每天有事没事骂弟弟。。。

你最厉害的就是做戏。。。

对外人还好过对自己的父母。。。

出街对外人就大方而且笑脸盈盈。。。

跟家人就永远板着一张脸钱也不出。。。

电话坏了妈妈立刻去弄。。。

我都要自己出钱。。。

要换电话出声就有。。。

我就要考成绩来换取。。。

你电话坏了我就给我的你用。。。

要钱我给你。。。

生日买礼物给你。。。

心情不好拿我出气。。。

我从来没怨过。。。

我还是很尊敬你。。。

因为你是我哥哥。。。

可是你令我太失望了。。。

爸妈生日什么都没表示。。。

你知道你的所作所为多令爸妈心痛吗？

这就是你所谓的孝顺？

劝也劝了。。。

骂也骂了。。。

我无能为力了。。。