i'm living in hell

... well ...

as the title said

i'm living in hell

kinda sad these days

why bad things happening to me

i mean horrible

totally bad luck

no mood studying

but i can't get 70 or even lower mark

so i have to study as hard as i can

to be a damn science student

all people will think that u are the best

 and

they will expect u get a high mark

in class the competition was hell too much for me

and so teachers will give a lot x10000000 of stress to us

especially me

why ?

i don't know

go ahead and ask those teachers

♥ skip ♥

♥ skip ♥

♥ skip ♥

sometimes people will say

is it alisa really a science student?

she don't look like one

hell ya

i'm not that kind of hardworking student

i have bad attitude

lazy

hate reading books

but

i like scince

and so

i get a good result for not studying like my classmate

if u walk by my class

u will saw a girl keep looking at the mirror

oh , and combing her hair

or  

u will saw a girl sleeping while everyone was studying

yup , that's me

u will start thinking

is this a art class or...?

nope

this is science class

and hell ya

i'm a bad student

i even will go out of the class and go to another place to have a good sleep

gosh...

imma bad girl huh?

well

the time is ticking

i'm 16 and gonna be 17

so please god

let me have a good luck

and better life

principle

please let me just study the subject that i like

and can i study by using internet

teachers are boring

and so on and so on and so on

alisa

keep dreaming la

use all ur energy to dream

and don't wake up

and when u wake up

please don't fall to sleep again

dear

thankx for wake me up and fetch me to school

i love you like WOAH !!!